yup.
todae im not working.
yuppie!
i deserve it de lor.
i mc.
but im going out.
lol.
=D
i dun care.
hmm.
i think i start to sick and tired of working le.
=x
hais.

yeah.
later meeting some of my jies for irene's engagement chalet.
mayb will meet seline and di to buy our stuffs for our chalet.
haa.
so damn freaking long not working on sundae and to go out.
im so happie.
la la la``
=P

i reallie wana ENJOY my this holidaes!!!
coz i think i got no more holidae aft this le.
aft sch reopen.
16 weeks of study.
2 weeks of exam.
den straight away start our 12 weeks of project and 12 weeks of attachment le!
no more 6 weeks of holidaes le!
so wana enjoy this last one!!!
lol.
=D

hmm.
i admit this time is my fault.
im sorry!
if u noe who u are.
if not.
too bad.
=x

[ps] LUVINA - hey read ur blog.. thanx man my si jie!! yeah i always noe tat i still haf U ALL!! hee =P but.. the guy whom love mi one and onli.. seems like real FAR from mi.. =x

[ps] JOANNE - hey i read ur blog too!! thanx lots man my wu jie!! aft reading ur blog.. i reallie feel so xing fu.. it shows tat its nv a waste for mi to continue living in this world.. although its a fucked-up world to mi sometimes =x

hmm.
when den i meet my TAT guy?
how long will i hafta wait?
well.
who noes?
hmm.
i think im not being selfish.
i wan my dream guy to be.
love mi onli.
care mi onli.
concern mi onli.
dote mi onli.
isn't this wat every ger wan their dream guy to be?
or am i demanding too much?

wow.
quite a number of daes din blog le.

02march(thurs):

went to sch and mug.
but cant study much.
we all talking abt where to go and wat to do aft our last paper.
talking abt our class de bbq.
haa.
ended up din studied much.
aft tat decide to ton and study.
coz fri de paper is morning 0830.
we so we decided to go yishun mac ton.
alot of ppl.
better understanding den b4 lor.
haa.

03march(fri):

den we left art 6++ to go back to sch.
den had the paper.
2hrs de paper.
i finish in ard 40min.
lol.
the paper was okok lor.
i think can pass ba.
i oso dunno.
haa.
dun care liao lor.
last paper.
nv think so much abt the paper.
i juz noe tat.
tat was the last paper.
can enjoy liao!!!
haha!
den we go chiong kbox.
mi, seline and di chiong from 1130 to 1900.
lol.
=D
pro hor?
sing till we song.
but still like not enough for us lor.
wahaha.
den went home.
went to bed ard 2330.
but slag till 1+ oso cant slp in peace.
i was coughing like hell.
hais.

03march(sat):

went to see ANOTHER doctor.
this is the third doctor i had seen within a mth.
jia lat hor.
aft tat went to band.
met june ard 1+ lydat.
den we go.
the practice till 10pm lor.
tired.
suppose to be working.
but i go see doctor.
den got mc.
so nv go work.
tml i oso mc de lor.
but audrey sae if cant find den i hafta work.
idiot de lor.
hais.

im real tired now.
ciaox.

there goes another cut on my heart.
again.
its bleeding.
hais.

i hao xin tell him.
remind him.
ended up he gave mi tat type of reply.
im sad.
im angry.
FINE.
he sae 'watever'.
so.
WATEVER lor!!!
he dun even wana care for himself.
den y muz i care?!?!
i can jolly well DUN gif a DAMN to it!!!
i wanted to ignore him.
dun wana care le.
but i cant.
i juz simply cant do it.
hais.
tats my weakness.
wat to do.

hais.
reallie alot of things happened juz b4 my exams.
during my exams.
i told myself to settle it aft my exams.
but i keep on thinking abt it.
over and over again.
made mi reallie fan.
lucky i still can concentrade on my paper.
exams going end soon.
but i still dunno wat to do.
ya.
i noe juz do wat i wana do.
juz do wat my mind and wat my heart saes.
but now.
seriously i got no idea.
im reallie fear tat i go the wrong way.
i fell down again.
i can go and die le ba.
=x

y is there ALOT of downs is my life?
and there is not much ups?
hais.

suddenly wana shout out everything.
wana cry out everything.
yeah.
cry is a good way of fa xie ba.
hmm.
tats wat i always do?
well.
mayb.
who noes..

had my maths paper.
was alright.
left wif 1 last paper.
c prog.
on fri.
the suck-est module ba.
hate it from year 1 de c prog 1.
and now c prog 2.
as sucky as b4.
lol.
juz now aft maths paper.
tried to mug c prog wif ai ren.
but nth goes into brain ba.
first is coz dunno wat to study.
second i think is coz aft paper den tired.
den we rotted at tutorial.
no poker.
no dai dee.
sian.
lol.
i rot till ard 5+ lydat den i go off.

fri last paper!
im officially free from exam!!!
ya.
for this sem nia.
haa.
so fast going year 3 liao.
if i successfully pass my this sem de exam lah!
=x
wah.
reallie fast lor.
the feeling is like juz entered nyp.
=p

ai ren had booked our class de chalet.
6, 7 and 8 march.
3daes 2 nights.
ended up.
looks like onli 8 ppl going.
wth.
pathetic hor.
mi.
ai ren and her johan.
seline.
di.
philip.
gan jiong.
zhao.
jinlong sae he not free.
oso dunno wats wrong wif him lah.
recently he like anti-social to the guys oso.
den norman and yuwei.
see their pattern oso noe tat they wun go this type of activity de lor.
den the REST.
is we anti-social them.
dun like to be wif them.
lol.
leonard sae he wana go.
we heard liao.
-faint-
haa.
looking for more ppl to go leh.

hey yun da jie.
congrats for ur results wor!
u got wat u expected?
hope so ba!
=)

reached sch de tutorial room at 0951.
our same old room.
p508.
haa.
reached le.
onli gan jiong is there.
he more kiasu.
he 0936 reached le.
lol.
den the rest of them slowly came in ard noon time.
we all mugging maths lor.
i practice till i nearly gone crazy.
haa.
reallie chim lor.
Maths Make Me Mad!!!
=D
we left ard 1830 lydat.
wah.
tired.

hmm.
am i still sad?
on the other hand.
or shall i be happy?
im reallie confused now.

yun da jie!!!
all the best for ur results tml kk!
i believe in you!
u can do it de!
=)

had my 2002 paper.
shld be can pass ba.
most of the ans same wif the rest.
so shld be quite safe.
better den 2010 lor.
2010 reallie can gone case man.
ok.
stop taliking abt 2010.
lol.
den aft the paper.
ai ren and her johan went to his working restaurant to eat.
den mi, seline and di ended up went to jalan kayu to eat.
wah.
piggy us.
mi and ai ren reallie aft both paper go eat sia.
sian.
i think aft exam period we realli will be fat lor.
den aft exam we still got 3 daes 2 nights de chalet.
omg.
ai ren.
we siao liao lah.
wahaha!
=D

hmm.
aft we went jalan kayu.
i reached home ard 9+ ba.
den online.
read blogs.
yeah.
den i read his.
hais.
sad.
real sad lor.
i mean.
if he reallie haven forget his ex.
he reallie shld not start a new relationship wif mi lor.
although we onli lasted for 3 weeks.
but now.
i still feel sad.
or tat feeling is being cheated?
hais.
i reallie dunno.
and.
i cried.
sorry.
i noe is not worth crying fo those type of person.
but i still reallie feel sad abt tat.
hais.

jies.
i think i will be alright soon.
and dun bother to go over to his blog to tag anything.
coz i dun wan anything chaos to happen over there.
=)

ya.
aft all these.
im not tat bad aft all.
we still can be friends.
but.
when i think i had such a friend like him.
wat will i feel?
hais.
let nature takes it course ba.
mayb i will forgive him 1 dae?
ya.
tats wat i always do.
tat shld be 1 of mt weaknesses ba.
'soft-hearted'
hais.

yeah.
thank god.
thank dee.
attached yati to my store.
so i no need to conduct the 7pm party.
but still i had conducted 3 parties.
freaking tired.
halfway headache.
wah.
bth``
so punched out at 7.30pm.
did some paper work.
went off ard 8+ lor.

poor joey.
kena misunderstood.
hais.
she told mi.
but it seems like i cant help her much leh.
like no one can help her liao le.
coz i think onli mi noe her 'secret' ba.
tats y she sae im the onli one who can understand her.
ya.
but sorry.
i cant help u.
=(

tml having 2002 paper.
wish mi all the best ba!
=p

hais.
its reallie nv feel good when u fell sick.
whole dae feeling uncomfortable.
sickly feeling.

still hafta go work.
idiot right?
reach store.
li jie told mi tat her tuition cancel.
wah thank god.
den i asked her to take over mi lor.
den i went home and slp lor.
tml.
working 12pm to 10pm.
wth``
10 freaking hours.
somemore plus im sick.
hais.
how i wish there is someone by my side now.

wat a freaking boring dae.
-.-
i suppose to be mugging.
but ended up online-ing.
wth``

im working at 5pm.
hais.
UNFAIR!!!

well.
life is nv fair.

HEY XIU ER JIE!!!
omg.
thanx for ur post.
*touched
hmm.
yup.
its actually not a big deal losing him.
i still haf u ALL great jies and friends by my side.
=)
ya.
it is reallie easy to sae it.
but.
when u reallie wana do it.
u will haf difficulties in doing it.
i will try to think of the bright side.
and oso to continue my life in a meaningful way.

hmm.
i reallie hafta thank god for letting mi noe such great friends.
such great jies.
and oso such a great ai ren when i enter my poly life.
cheer mi up when im down.
given mi countless advice.
but.
who dun wish to haf someone tat can give u unconditional love?
i reallie wish to.
but.
i tot i haf one.
but actually im wrong.
hais.
wat to do.
btw.
ytd i saw him outside the exam hall aft 2010 paper.
he reallie look like when the first time i met him.
the first time he tried to talked to mi.
it reallie remind mi of all the first time!!!
omg.
but now.
all had already become history.
its already past.
it can onli be kept as part of my memories.

went to see doctor in the morning.
nth serious.
hope can recover soon ba.
=)

reach sch ard 12+ to mug.
but dunno y.
all of us got no mood to mug.
im mugging maths.
onli statistics.
wah.
tat reallie sux!
dunno how to do lor.
sian.
siao liao lor.

angry!
i hafta work on both sat and sun.
hell lor!
she can take off for her idiotic tuition.
y can i take off for my exams?!?!
argh!!!

btw.
i think its reallie time for mi to change my character ba.
i think my character reallie bad.
=x

hais.
im sad lah.
terribly sad.
morale real low now.

took 2010 de paper juz now.
had did wrongly total worth of 52 marks!!!
so i means tat i ONLY got 48/100!!!
hais.
hope wun deduct all 52 marks ba.
hope can get some tong qing marks.
=((
dunno y i dun haf the mood to do te paper.
mei you xin zuo.
hais.

aft paper.
mi.
ai ren.
and ai ren's johan went to his workplace and eat.
restaurant wor.
haa.
we eat till damn full.
lol.
=D
we like enjoying le hor.
as if last paper le.
but actually is onli aft the first paper.
wahaha!
den we were talking abt where to go aft the last paper.
the places we wanted to go.
di cant go.
sian.
-.-

tml going to sch mug as usual.
but b4 tat im going to see doctor.
hais.
had been sick for abt like...
1 mth?
cough till as if my lungs coming out soon.
and now plus flu.
xin ku ah!!
=((

morale already damn low for my first paper le.
hope i will do well for the rest of my paper ba.
=)

are u reallie the one who is there to care for mi?
well.
i reallie dunno.
not i dun wana trust.
coz it juz seems like ppl is making use of my 'trust' some time ago.
so.
resulting not to trust ppl easily le.
not as foolish as b4 le.
am i consider foolish?
hais watever.
yeah.
i believe tat aft every relationship will learnt a lesson.
am i consider im learning?
watever it is.
i juz dun wan history to happen again.

wah.
reached sch at 1000.
here is my recipe for todae.

ai ren's mama's beancurd and soya bean.
egg roll.
homemade biscuit by ai ren's johan's mama.
kueh lapis.
hairil's bread wif crab meat n cheese n mayo.
1 tea wif milk.
chocolate.

ya.
i think tats all ba.
=p

finally seline went to sch n mug wif us.
=x

whole dae 2010.
sian.
omg.
tml first paper liao.
-_-''
wish mi all the best ba.

=)

ooo.
todae is another brand new dae.
my todae's mood is totally diff frm ytd's ba.
ytd im too stressed up wif everything.
ended up din revised much.
although all my notes are infront of mi but i dun understand.
yeah.
den todae.
i had done 2 sets of my past year paper for 2002.
and abit on 2010.
hee.
yeah.
im improving!
=p

had ate ALOT these few daes.
hor ai ren?
siao liao lah.
seriously will get fatter during exams period.
let u noe wat i ate in sch todae and i think u will be shocked!
pineapple tarts.
prawn crackers.
yong tau fu.
1 coffee wif milk.
2 tea wif milk.
cheese tau fu.
wah piang.
omg``
-.-
im looking forward for tml's recipe!
ai ren i wan beancurd!!!
LOL!!!
=D

tat seline damn stylo.
nv join us mugging in sch since mon.
heard tat she still went to work on mon.
stylo sia.
steady lor she.
todae heard tat her grandma admitted to hospital.
well.
i cant sae anything to this.
=)
ai ren sae dun play play lor.
sekali she mug alone at home like siao.
mayb worst den us?
lol.
err.
somemore those guys sae tat her 2005(trouble shooting) de reports some better den us leh.
see.
mai siao siao hor!
ai ren.
we lose liao lah!
lol.
=P

ai ren and mi had already planned where are we going straight aft our last paper.
haa.
im the veri on one.
but dunno the other 2 on or not leh.
sian.

oh ya!
btw.
i saw iris yap ytd.
on my way home in bus.
she went to my sch to see her bf.
she in my sch but she nv call mi.
bo xim?
lol.

hai.
im such a failure.
a total failure?
juz simply cant do well in anything and eveything.
recently.
everything sux.
exam sux.
work sux.
family sux.
love sux.
i dunno y.
mayb exam coming.
it reallie stress mi ALOT.
and all the recent stuffs tat had happen to mi.
had reallie made mi so damn freaking vexed.
i think i will be crazy soon if all these continues.

sometimes.
i reallie feel veri tired of living.
izzit better tat i end my life?
so tat i wun be stress.
and oso wun be vexed for anything.

i juz wan a simple life.
tats all.
=)

went to dee's wedding on sat.
saw desmond.
sort of shock to see him.
shld i sae him heartless?
not gentleman?
din even bother to sae a 'hi' or smile at mi.
not to mi.
at least come over to my table to sae 'hi' to those aunties and mgrs.
not he dunno them.
he noe them!
even wei jie and jin kok came over to talk to us.
christina smiled at us.
except him!
bloody hell.
such a heartless creature.
lucky his sister not as heartless as him.

work on sun.
SUX!!!
tat lijie.
sabo-ed mi.
she reallie meant it or she reallie dunno.
i dun gif a bloody damn to it.
i juz felt im being sabo-ed.
so wat if u are having o level?
BIG DEAL?!
juz fuck off lah u!!!

i noe ALOT of ppl out there dun haf any good impression of working at mac.
pay so freaking low.
yet hafta do alot of things.
ya.
i've heard tons and tons of these kind of remarks from dae 1 i work till now.
i believe alot ppl out there.
dunno wat are all the advantages/benefits/previlege offered.
and mi?
dun even bother to explain.
i mean.
work is work.
pay is pay.
so wat if i work in a place wif a veri high pay.
and i dun like the work tat i hafta do.
dun u think its veri hard to earn tat HIGH pay?
ya.
its good tat u work in a place tat u like and oso offered high pay.
but.
i dun think everything is perfect eveytime.
as long as im happy wif it.
im fine wif it.
im satisfied wif it.
i think pay is not as impt anymore ba.
if ppl still thinks tat mac offered such a low pay.
den y are there the most number of outlets in singapore?
den y is it the biggest fast food restaurant company in the world?
im saeing all these is bcoz recently someone talked abt it.
and im quite fed up ba.
but.
no harm lah.
i juz dun like ppl saeing bad things to where im from.
be it workplace.
be it schools.
or even be it countries.
i juz dun like it.
its ok de.
i noe there are some of my colleuges haf the same thinkings as mi.

hais.
ok.
enough of my nagging.
sorry.

juz now ivy call mi.
ask mi can work mah.
wt..
im not tat bad lah.
i sae can.
0900 to 1530.
so im able to go to dee's wedding dinner.
haa.
meeting wawa at farrer park station at 1915.
yupx.
hope i will enjoy my dae ba.
=)

had my internet computing paper.
was ok lah.
wat i studied came out.
tats good lah.
oso came out those tat i din studied.
i choose not to do them lor.
and oso of coz came out those tat i din studied but hafta do it.
coz 5 choose 4 mah.
so anyhow write some relevant rubbish lor.
haa.

den aft paper.
ai ren went dating wif her johan.
lol.
tat seline oso went dating.
dunno y her bf can book out de.
funnie``
onli left wif di, jinlong, philip and mi went study.
we 4 went canteen buy some makan.
den went to look for tutorial room.
searched from level 4 to level 7.
jia lat sia.
den finally the LAST room.
is empty.
found by philip.
den he like made some stupid reaction ask us in.
lol.
bth``
aft awhile gan jiong, guang hui and nisa joined us.
no dai dee todae.
coz poker wif my ai ren.
but got discman and speakers.
party time.
haa.
i studied 2002.
philip oso.
gan jiong zo bo.
di, nisa, jinlong and guang hui studying for their e-commerce paper.
their paper at 1630.
i left ard 1600.
den the rest of them went for their paper lor.

i went j8.
yeah.
to purchase disney on ice tix!
14 march.
row 10.
la la la.
shld be not bad ba.
i go concert everytime first few rows de.
lol!
im going wif sao wee!
haa.
shu fang auntie not going le.
she asked mi bring him go can le.
haa.

hais.
my mood now totally sux to the core k!
feel like crying!
argh!

ppl kept on telling mi not to think so much.
but..
sorry.
i cant stop myself from thinking.
a few of my ger-friends are lydat.
im one of them too.
hais.

think.

think..

think...

let mi now go and haf a good slp.
and start a brand new dae.

hopefully ba.
=)

分手第七天

很想知道你最近过得怎样
是否还像以往不多话
很想拨通电话问你好吗?
却怕听你声音会更伤

分手第7天
就像永远
对你的思念一天加多一点
分手第7天
就像永远
每当闭上双眼
你就在我眼前你就在眼前

很想握你的手
重新来过
却知不可能的事太多
分手有时不是为了谁错
只能默默接受着心痛

分手第7天
就像永远
对你的思念一天加多一点
分手第7天
就像永远
每当闭上双眼
你就在我眼前你就在眼前

分手第7天
就像永远
对你的思念一天加多多一点
分手第7天
就像永远
每当闭上双眼
你就在我眼前你就在眼前

ytd had my marketing paper.
okok lah.
more difficult den common test 1.
shld be can pass tat module ba.

todae went to sch to mug internet computing.
sianz.
damn lot of theory.
hope tml de paper will be easy.
lol.
=D
hope will pass ba.
good luck!

kinda sad now.
my heart will still hurt sometimes.
i dun wan to.
the feeling sux.
but i cant stop my heart to hurt.
hais.
wat to do?
wat can i do?
will time heal my pain?
again?
hais.
hope so ba.

i hope.

i hope..

i hope...

Happy Valentine's Day!
to mi?
its juz another normal dae for mi.

met june ard 1530 at j8.
we watched fun with dick and jane.
its a funny but stupid show ba.
lol.
afterall not bad lah.
aft the movie.
ruizhu and hung ming came and meet us.
waited for tat shinyi.
aft tat went dinner at ajisen.
den went back to sch ard 1920.
reached sch ard 1950.
i was shocked sia.
tat jinlong buy ferrero rocher for those single onli.
so im included.
dan oso.
haa.
my v dae gift?
LOL!!!
=D
at j8 saw so many gers hold onto roses.
yeah.
im sort of envy ba.
i wish.
i wish..
i wish...
seline got sunflower from her bf!
=)

ya.
went for my lab test.
got my waveform.
tats 60% of the whole test le.
den till the codeword part.
siao liao.
dunno where the hell the error is.
den last min the teacher gif hint.
ya.
den i found out the error le.
BUT!!!
i write the wrong pin number.
coz i read the IC chip upside down.
WTH!!!
i noe the ans de lor.
hais.
sad lah.
can pass can le.
hopefully get a B ba.
coz the teacher sae most of our class can get B and above ba.
and.
he got the feeling tat 1 of them will fail.
haa.
ai ren u noe who?
=p

tml marketing paper!!!
i haven study yet!!!
siao liao.
so tml going to sch early to study lor.
those guys oso going.
ask mi to bring disc man.
den jinlong bring speakers.
haa.
we going there party again?!
dai dee?!
LOL!!!
=D

all the best for my paper ba.
=)

wth.
went to sch.
slack for the whole dae.
jabo 2002 lecture.
den juz went for maths lecture for 1 hr.
den end liao.
den in sch.
hearing ppl ard mi keep shouting.
'bitches'
'bastard'
'faker'
'sucker'
my ai ren and seline lor.
lol.
=D
saeing abt him lor.
den hor.
juz now he walk behind mi.
den my ai ren faced him mah.
who ask him extra go look at my ai ren.
den my ai ren diao him.
lol.
=p
den yun tagged his blog too.
he replied.
omg``
hmm.
im thinking.
is he angry?
but.
y do i bother he angry or not?
hais!
hmm.
i think wat seline told mi is correct ba.
i had already xian(4) xia(4) qu(4) le.
she's right.
hais.
y am i keep on hurted by GUYS over and over again?!
one time?!
two times?!
three times?!
when the hell will it stop?!
argh!!!

yeah.
i think i shld be happie ba.
my friends are always there.
supporting mi.
to console mi.
concerned abt mi.
thanx ai ren and seline for 'shoutings' here and there.
thanx jies for 'tags' here and there.
appreciate it.
without u all.
i reallie dunno wat i will be now.
i reallie dunno at to do lor.
hais.

den went bugis aft sch wif ai ren and her cousin.
both of them buying v dae present.
-.-
haa.
ai ren bought perfume for her johan
echo``
nv hear the brand before.
but it smell nice.
and ai ren oso bought the guess perfume.
hee.
i bought it too.
=P
for $73.
coz ai ren bought 2 mah.
the lady discount for her.
den i buy she oso discount for mi.
thanx ah ai ren.
hee!
saw my yuan mei mei at bugis.
den ai ren kena shocked.
lol.
=D

hmm.
not in the mood to continue liao.
...

back from work.
work was quite ok.
not too bad.
morning bosses travel.
fred was as friendly.
the first time jeffery talked to mi.
asked abt mi.
omg.
i was stuned.
and tat toh.
face forever BLACK.
all the bosses i noe.
i dun like toh the most.
his face reallie forever freaking black de.
not onli i sae tat.
even other store de ppl oso agree.
lol.
den conducted 3 parties.
was ok.
juz tat cheryl nearly made mi crazy.
=x
hmm.
next sun dee ROM-cum-wedding dinner.
still not sure can go or not.
tml calling store wana ask faridah help mi find attachment star.
best topcat oso attach.
hee.
den juz now wawa called store.
so co-incident i ans the call.
so she ask mi going or not lor.
if going juz inform her den can meet and go together.
AND MARIE!!!
so long nv see her le.
miss her.
miss all her craps.
miss all her singing.
miss all her dancing.
LOL!!!
=D
and shld be some more old friends-cum-collegues ba.
heard tat got hidayah.
faisal.
plus wawa and marie lor.
yup!
=)

congrats to desmond's good o's results.
16 points if i nv rmb wrongly.
he's taking business course.
he sae shld be going tp ba.
yeah.
tats wat he wana do.
good for him lor.
=)

my yuan mei mei resigning end of march.
so shld haf some more time to search for hamtaro for her.
=p

common test and exam coming!!!
omg!!!
study``
sTuDy``
StUdY``
STUDY!!!
=x

argh!
read his blog!
ANGRY!
BASTARD!!!

i had been rotting since afternoon.
and i went to slp.
coz reallie got nth for mi to do lor.
den ard 4.30pm
store called mi.
i noe nth good will happen.
janice asked mi to go work.
my lao bu mc.
lol.
ok lor.
i worked from 1830 to 2130.
den 2200 sharp ciao le.
dun haf the urge to stay there.
haa.

tml working at 0930.
argh!
hate it!!

ytd.
was one of my big dae ba.

reached sch ard 1030.
met ai ren at fj.
to study maths quiz.
normal distribution.
binomial distribution.
poission distribution.
yeah.
i oso agree tat statistics sux!
=x
den ai ren was doing her c pro flowchart.
had our breakfast-cum-lunch ard 1130.
aft tat went to html at 1200.
tat lesson oso sian.
i continue study my maths.
till i slp.
-.-
lol.
and oso.
i was kept on repeating.
'liang dian ban'
'2.30pm'
ya!
tats the time o lvl results released.
i repeat until ai ren nearly took her slipper and throw at mi.
LOL!
=D
2pm.
maths tutorial.
maths quiz lor.
im nervous le.
not coz of maths quiz.
coz of o's results.
i placed my hp on my table.
did my maths quiz.
did halfway.
hp vibrate.
ai ren looked at the clock.
2.30pm sharp.
read the msg.
yun told mi i got 7.
D7.
sort of happie + relieved.
coz no need to take anymore eng paper!
but oso kinda sad lah.
coz in o lvl standard it still consider fail.
at least i can get my diploma le.
=)
wang dan got E8.
she is sad abt it.
of coz sad lah.
she retake again this year.
retake the 3rd time le.
so total 4 times le leh.
ke lian..
hmm.
aft tat went for maths lect.
statistics again.
sux!
=p
den 2010 lect.
sing sock hiang.
ja bo ah!
lol.
went to elp to 'copy and paste' c pro de lab work.
went into the LT.
ai ren and mi took our bags out.
den went out daidee-ing wif gan jiong, philip and norman.
lol.
den the lect end at 5 instead of 6.
seline and di came out.
oso dunno y they wana stay inside.
=P
den ai ren, seline and mi went to j8 shop shop.
haa.
ai ren went of aft awhile.
she going for her uncle bdae dinner.
left mi and seline shop lor.
saw the belt yun and mi bought it at bugis.
i asked the price.
$24.90.
but we bought it at $18.
phew``
heng ar.
lol.
=D
the belt seems quite common le sia.
saw ai ren de friend wore it.
hers is brown.
saw another ger working at j8 fila oso wearing it.
hers is black.
den the shop i saw it selling was white.
haha.
we saw a heels quite nice.
its brown.
=)
oso bought some stationaries at popular.
exams coming den realise tat most of my stationaries running out le.
den seline got a calculator for FREE.
wth!
coz the cashier din scan it and put in the plastic bag le.
not we nv pay.
is she nv scan.
den we juz walk out lor.
=x
LOL!
i was looking hamtaro stuff toy.
wanted to buy for my yuan mei mei.
she is reallie confirm resigning le.
SAD!!!
she buy mi a main bao chao ren de toy.
coz she sae i look like mian bao chao ren.
den i sae she look like hamtaro.
tats y i wana buy one for her.
but the whole j8 like cant find 1 hamtaro.
sad``
im still looking for it..
had our dinner at long john.
there's a BIG group of students.
duuno from which sch.
made mi so freaking angry and fed up!
i oso bought a watch for $15.
thanx seline for argueing the price for mi.
=)
not pink anymore.
its black.
hee.
=p
i oso bought some stuffs at ntuc.
aft all our shopping.
its already going to 10pm le.
wah.
pro ah.
j8 oso can shop so long sia.
haha.
seline bought lighter and hp pouch.
and a FREE calculator!
=D

hey yun..
both my friends oso sae tat the guess perfume is nice.
=)
but 1 of them sae the bottle is not nice..
haa.
ya.
ai ren its u lah.
dun smile smile.
=P

ytd ard 11+pm i called store for my schedule.
june ans.
she told mi tat im not working on sat(tats todae).
good ah.
still cant believe it.
lol.
but sun working 930am to 6pm.
sian.
hate to work morning.
-.-

went to see doctor this morning.
had been coughing for the the past week.
*cough cough

ITS A BRAND NEW DAY FOR MI!!!

reached sch ard 0800 sharp.
straight heading towards tutorial room.
2010 revision.
we ate kueh lapis.
ai ren brought it.
thanx ah.
its so 'NICE'.
lol.
=D
aft tat 3hrs of revision.
break.
den 2002 2hrs lect.
he oso doing revision.
but the way he doing revision sux.
ai ren and mi bth.
halfway we left.
haa.
den aft tat is 2002 tutorial.
oso revision.
whole class onli 10 ppl there.
wat the heck!
haa.
i oso do nth there.
i slp.
-.-
aft tat is html.
i present my website le.
den no need to go liao.
wah.
lydat i 1100 can go home liao sia.
waste my 3hrs there.
den i went off at 1500.
saw shan!!
so long din see her le.
walk out of the sch wif her.
ai ren they all hafta go present their html.
den i went home.
meeting yun at 1820 at bugis.
reached home ard 1600 lydat.
took a short nap.
wah!
nearly overslept.
haa.
but managed to wake up and meet her.
yeah.
we had our dinner at V8.
not bad.
hey thanx for the dinner! =)
we went to shop aft our dinner.
den saw hairal(di's friend) and his gf.
sae hi to him.
but he crap wif mi.
-.-
haa.
den yun brought mi to bugis point.
i din even heard of tat.
we bought a belt there.
went off at 2100 ba.

sometimes i reallie wish i can spend money without so much thinking.
how i can i can spend the money i earned.
well.
mayb my mother is doing this coz for my future.
mayb i will appreciate it in the future.
=)

yun aka da jie..
i oso believe im stronger``
thanx.
=)

im asking yun to help mi check my eng result tml.
*PRAY!!!

zhi wei juz now sms mi told mi tat he's coming singapore this coming june.
well.
i'll see if he reallie come.
=)

its EARLY in the morning.
and im here to blog.
coz i reallie cant get into my dreamland.
woke up at 0430.
and tats it.

strictly consider ytd.
we're finished.
yeah.
we broke up le.
fast ah?
my shortest relationship.
3 weeks.
sort of expected le ba.
coz the way he treated mi the past few daes.
ya.
hmm.
sad?
like wat i told my ai ren.
sad is of coz will be sad de.
but i shld be alright.
dun worry.
i wun go jump or wat de lah.
hmm.
but i still treasure the daes and times when we are together.
those sweet memories.
hmm.
i think he read my previous post.
and he sms mi.

'hey girl. i think i should just let ya know. my heart's pretty screwed now i guess. i feel tt i've got problem talking to u, communicating with ya. we've got diff frequency diff channel. i think we actualle rushed too hurriedly into this relationship.so now it resulted like this so quickly. so for now i guess it's better for us to be jus normal friends first and let us concentrate on our studies first yea. i don't wan yaself and myself to continue hurtin'

my heart sank when i receive this sms.
heartbroke.
den i reply him.

'hmm okok.. anyway glad to noe u.. wish u all the best in watever u do!! :)'

den he reply mi again.

'ok thanks.u too yea.take great care of yaself. and to let u know also, i still can't get a girl out of my heart yea, my ex gf. even though it's been long sinced i talked to her or something. yep i'm really sorry for all i caused. thanks for everything also.even though we ain'table to last. at least we have some sweet and happy memories no doubt. i guess i'll just continue my life alone yea. gd luck in everything ya do, ya o lvl eng. bla bla bla'

...
i dun wana continue.
i cried.
not coz we had broke up.
its coz im angry.
he cant get his ex out of her heart and still strat a new relationship wif mi?!
WTH!!!
im damn angry wif tat lor.
ARGH!!!
and i din reply him aft tat.
i angry till dunno wat to tell him!

no more dear dear.
BUT!
my 6 JIES and AI REN is always there for mi.
correct?
=)

and oso coz of him.
i had changed my blog password.

went to auntie irene's place for dinner.
yea my mother's gang.
cny gathering ba.
auntie lilian and ms wong was there too.
auntie irene sae i fat liao!
-.-

sean is so kawaii!!!
he's 8 mths old.
=p

presented my html.
presented my c pro.
now onli left wif c pro de flowchart.
troubleshooting de lab test next tue.

can tell mi wat are u thinking?
can tell mi wat u feel?
i dun wan u to be beside mi and ur heart is not there.
i will feel more hurt.
i will rather u tell mi straight everything.
i've tried.
is there any chance for mi?

sob.
cry.
hai.

im dead..

oh ya!
ytd when i reached sch.
my ai ren, seline and di.
tricked mi.
bluffed mi.
when i found out tat they are juz joking.
they 3 reallie nearly made mi cry man.
den i LOL.
till my face red.
ai ren.
thanx for ur joke ah!
=D

now i dun wish for or hope for anything more.
i juz wan everydae to be a new beginning for mi.
leave ytd aside.
and haf a brand new todae.
=)

recently.
when im happie.
i can happie to the max.
and when im sad.
my face can be like charcol.
hmm.
ya.
small little thing u do or u sae reallie can caused mi happie to the max.
and oso small little things u do or u sae can caused mi to be sad.



juz now my dear dear told mi tat when he first talk to mi.
im veri attitude.
lol.
ya.
now think back.
the way i talk to him reallie veri attitude.
coz i dun reallie talk much to ppl im not tat close wif.
haha.
den when im close to the person le.
u will noe how NOISY i am le.
correct?
lol.
=D
hmm.
juz now wat my dear dear ask/told mi.
reallie shocked mi.

hmm.
ya.
i agree tat things do change as time goes.
can anything remain unchange?
i doubt so.
or..
WAT can remain unchange?
well.
i reallie haf no idea.



hmm.
recently dunno wth had happened to mi.
somehow or rather got pissed off when ppl call mi.
'EH!'
err.
juz dun like it lor.

LUVINA:
hey ger!
juz read ur blog.
im kinda sad for u too.
muz take care of urself too kk?
wish ur mother get well soon k!
=D
sm:)e

reached home ard 130am.
acc my dear dear mahjong-ing.
lol.
=D



hmm.
sth u may think tat its insignificant.
but to mi.
it made a big different to mi.



juz now sth made mi remind mi of bartley sch motto.
facta-non-verba.
deeds not words.
yup!
i reallie totally agree wif tat.



later working at 12pm.
sad liao lor.
all my mgr kakis gone le.
louise tendered her resignation letter le.
hais.
SADED!
although she everything suan mi.
bully mi.
and she is oso the first person to slap mi.
LOL!
but its all joking de!
and now she left le.
no more jokes from her liao.
i scared work will be sian sian le.
hais.
and the other one.
samuel left.
ya.
again.
he transferred to UBKR.
hais.
but he veri good leh.
b4 he left.
his last dae he called mi.
let mi noe tat he is leaving.
at least he is not heartless.
although everytime suan mi.
he is a good guy afterall k!
wahaha!!!
=D
his first dae aft he left is on my birthdae.
and he left on 1feb.
saded.
=(
i promised myself tat i will tell him my eng result once its out.
coz he helped mi wat.
yup!
and i oso promised tat i will bring him good news de.
=)
hmm.
both of the mgrs brought mi joy and laughter during the daes im working.
and now.
they left.
will i haf my joy and laughter back?
i doubt so ba.
hmm.
and the other thing.
june from UBKR transferred to kallang.
my store lor.
she ah.
noe her le lor.
she ever attached to kallang b4.
she okok ba.
she she kaki wif faridah and serene de leh.
and i dun wana kaki wif them.
wah.
like tat siao liao lor.
den i told samuel tat i wana transfer to UBKR.
he sae can.
i resign kallang and join there lor.
he sae tat if i die die wana resign they can do nth to mi de.
but.
if i tell whoever i wana resign.
they will sure poh loh soh mi to stay de.
coz so freaking in need of crews.
den.
mi?
this kind of person.
sort of soft hearted de.
poh loh soh liao.
i will sure sae.
'okok lah.'
so i will rather dun try.
coz i dun like to do things tat haf veri low chance of success.
den mi wif this kind of character.
die lor.
hais.
wat to do?
tats mi.
-_-"



exam coming!
in less den 1 mth if im not wrong.
not even prepared yet.
the worst thing is.
i reallie feel tat my life is in a real mess right now.
oso dunno wat the heck happen to mi?!
i wana my proper life.
my simple life.

juz finished half of my c pro mini project.
its 3am.
im real tired.
update asap.
ciaoz.

dear..
thanx for the amount of love u had given to mi.
i still admit tat im not a veri good gf.
hope tat u will be there for mi.
hope tat wif ur help, advices and everything.
i will turn to a better mi.
stop and get rid all my bad habits.
dear..
thanx for not giving mi up irregardless of all my bad points.
=)

IM BACK!!!
frm msia.
wahaha.
=D

27jan:

recalling..
met dear dear early in the morning.
8+ ba.
went to store.
calcualate star and topcat incentives.
den went over to his tpy hse.
help his mum to buy some cny stuffs.
den he did some clean up.
skipped my html lesson.
to acc him.
hee.
=p
den onli went to sch for maths tut and lect.
tat dae sch end at 4pm.
den went home on the spot.
coz going msia!
den hor.
seline keep wanting to jio us out.
none of us free.
we reallie not free.
not dun wana go out.
now she noe the taste of asking ppl out den ppl reject her le ba.
noe y now she keep asking us out?
coz her bf went ns le mah.
aft sch nobody acc her.
den stick to us.
b4 her bf went ns.
aft sch ciao liao.
meet bf.
now no bf.
stick to us.
wth.
think we all is wat ar.
this is wat ai ren and mi expected will happen de.
ya.
we are right.
hmm.
ya.
aft sch.
went home.
did last packing of my stuffs to msia.
den went jb.
yeah wif my mum and bro.
ah lai kor kor drove us back to msia.
started our journey at 10pm.
not reallie comfortable.
coz in car quite squeezy.
hafta sit there for abt 5hrs.
dear dear.
missing you lots!

28jan:

den finally reached klang.

at ard 330 or 4 am.
den er jiu and san jiu picked us up frm there.
den ate previous night de dinner-cum-supper ba.
haha.
den went back to sasaran.
yeah.
half my hometown ba.
lol.
where my late grandpa lived.
reach ard 5am.
chat awhile.
slp awhile.
till ard 8+ 9 lydat.
wake up.
washed up.
went to al li kor kor de hse.
'dig' him wake up.
for breakfast.
bad hor.
lalala.
bak kut teh for breakfast.
yummy.
nicey.
msia and spore de bak kut teh is diff de lor.
aft tat went back.
seems like nth to do.
slp again.
haha.
den ard noon time.
bai bai.
den had lunch.
nth to do again.
slp again.
kinda sian lah.
wait till ard 4+ lydat.
my da jiu reached.
drove mi, mum and bro to kl.
my da jiu's place.
den bye to sasaran.
went to kl le.
frm sasaran to kl de car journey ard 1hr lydat.
reach ard evening.
had dinner.
yeah.
my da jiu is a great cook!
yummy!
=)
den went carefour shopand bought some stuffs.
went back.
den aft tat help my dua kim to do some bai bai de stuffs.
wif my cousin.
her daughter.
ya.
den watched tv.
watched vcd.
dear dear.
as usual.
missing u lots lots!

29jan:

1am.
my dua kim and da jiu bai bai.
my cousin and mi help here and there lor.
aft tat continue watched vcd.
till 3am ba.
den fell asleep.
haha.
hmm.
den woke up ard 10+ lydat.
i woke up coz i heard someone watching the vcd.
its a drama series.
ya.
my da jiu watching.
den i watch oso lah.
finish watching liao.
ard noon liao.
my da jiu cook breakfast.
aft tat.
was doing nth ba.
den late noon my da jiu ride motor.
ride my cousin and mi out for tea.
msia motor can haf many ppl de lor.
haha.
aft we bought lioa.
guess wat?
his motor got no more petrol.
-_-"
we 3 walked frm the coffee shop back.
lucky not far.
haha.
den reach home.
den he prepare steamboat for us.
yeah.
nicey.
haha.
keep on eating and sleeping.
and nth else.
haha.
aft tat.
mi, my bro and my da jiu de son(my cousin) play mahjong.
well gamble ba.
haha.
yeah.
im a beginner.
but i won them.
i won $18.
ringgit lah.
beginner oso can win them.
wahaha!
=D
den had dinner.
see eat again!
haha.
aft dinner.
da jiu drive us to my ah yi place.
oso at kl.
journey ard 30min lydat.
reach there.
wah crowded lor.
my ah yi and her 2sons and daughter mahjong-ing.
ah yi de eldest daughter(my cousin, ah wan jie jie).
her 2 sons and daughter was there too.
yeah.
my niece and nephews ba.
haha.
cute!
but naughty like hell.
reallie bth they 3.
aft awhile.
ah yong jie jie reached.
ah yi de 2nd daughter.
her 2sons and daughter.
haha.
totally the 6 of them.
wah!
bth them ah.
naughty.
haha.
scold each other.
fighting.
bite each other.
i oso play toghter wif them lor.
haha.
feel so young at tat point of time.
youngest 2yrs old.
oldest 8yrs old.
onli see them once a year.
den ah yi sae dunno they rmb us or not leh.
wait they think y suddenly see us den suddenly nv see us.
haha.
dear dear.
missing mi lots too right?
i miss u real lots!

30jan:

woke up ard 630am.
coz i heard my niece and nephew talking in the living room.
they din went home the previous night.
so i went out sit.
talk to them.
play wif them.
wahaha.
den my ah yi already cooking curry chix and fry hot dog.
to bring to sunway lagoon!
yeah!
yippie!
we all total ard 20 ppl went.
big grp hor?
haha.
we reach ard 1030am.
den went to the pool and play.
wif all the 6 nieces and nephews.
tats y we all din went to play those exciting de stuffs.
the most exciting one i played is a slide lor.
when slide down quite fast de.
i carry my 4yr old de nephew to play.
he not scared sia.
slide a few times.
accidentally drank the pool water.
he scared liao.
dun dare to play liao.
but din cry lah.
haha.
cute leh he.
i love tat nephew the most!!!
=p
aft sunway.
all tired sia.
went back to ah yi hse.
ah wan jie jie and ah yong jie jie went too.
so..
6 of my lovely nieces and nephews are there too.
wah!
wana rest awhile oso cannot lor.
they are there playing.
so noisy.
haha.
watch tv.
watch them playing.
den at went out dinner lor.
aft tat went a giant supermarket shop awhile.
den went back to ah yi place.
its already 10pm le ba.
the jies din came over.
coz they all are tired and their kids are tired too.
played for the whole dae liao.
haha.
mi oso.
tired lor.
bathed.
went to slp.
are 11+pm.
dear dear.
although i enjoyed myself.
i still miss u lots as usual!

31jan:

ard 830am lydat.
a voice shouting.
'ooi wake up for breakfast lor!'
wah.
tats my ah yi shouting.
haha.
den wake up.
washed up.
went breakfast wif ah yong jie jie family.
ate dim sum.
msia dim sum rox lor.
more variety den spore de.
haha.
aft tat went to a po po de hse.
den went back to ah yi hse.
bathed.
went lunch.
ate yong tau fu.
their yong tau fu rox too!
wahaha!
den yi zhang dorve us to bus station.
to go back spore lor.
sad.
hafta leave them le.
hai.
reallie onli can see them once a year.
hmm.
next year de cny.
ah yong jie jie and ah wan jie jie sae wana bring us to cameron highlands!
hee!
yippie!
looking forward to tat!
i nv went there b4.
haha.
hmm.
den reached spore ard 8pm.
yeah msg my dear dear.
hee.
dear im back le!
=D
yeah meeting him SOON!!!
later...
=p



now.
i miss my relatives, cousins, nieces and nephews le.
hai.
=(
de qi.(2 yrs)

de guan.(6 yrs) <- naughtiest! BTH!
hui en aka vivan.(8 yrs) <- naughty. quite pretty. like her mum.
en huan.(3 yrs)
jun liang.(4 yrs) <- cutest! love him most! =P
jun ming.(5 yrs) <- naughtiest! BTH!
they are all my niece and nephews.
pls rmb mi when i go back next year kk?
hee!
=P

hey hey.
anybody missing my blog?
wahaha.
we had been together for a week le.
i feel like we are together for very long le sia.
hee.
so happy to be wif him.
=)
ya.
like wat yun sae.
its time for mi to change my blog skin le.
coz..
IM NOT LONELY ANYMORE!!!
hee.
=P
anyway.
i got back some of my results le.
marketing got 34/40.
c pro got A.
quite happy lah.
left wif maths and 2010 lor.
wish mi all the best ba.
:)
shit!
hafta go back store calculate party incentive.
but im lazy sia.
-.-
mayb tml night or fri morning ba.
sian.
sch ar.
bastard oso found out tat jinlong quite weird recently.
den he ask mi abt him.
wat happen to him.
haha.
how am i going to noe it man?!
i told bastard tat i oso found him weird weird de.
but dunno y.
den seline.
her bf go ns le.
she beri sad.
she cried.
i oso feel quite sad for her lah.
i oso scared wait my dear go ns.
i think i will cry till siao lor.
hai.
omg.
scared scared.
:(
hmm.
went back to bartley juz now.
wif yun and mong.
saw ms lee.
she brought us into the staff room.
saw a couple of teacher.
saw mr francis!!
hee.
=p
den mr chin us the graduating class de video.
they made themselves de.
quite nice leh.
den they will play in to the sch during the grad night.
i found this thingy quite cool lor.
our batch de grad night nth de.
sian sian de.
so sad.
haha.
hmm.
den oso saw mrs chou!!!
she rmb my name!!!
wahaha.
coz the previous time i went back she forgotten my name.
i told her.
hee.
den she totally cant regconise yun sia.
omg.
until yun call her den she realise is yun.
haha.
den saw ms tay.
the first sentence she sae to mi.
'wah aft so many yrs still haven grow taller ar?'
WAT THE...!!!
y is everybody so against my height?!
somemore both oso my math teacher!!!
haha.
i dun mind.
coz..
im contented wif wat i haf.
:)

todae's work was shag.
conducted 3 back-to-back parties.
ya lor.
wif no break.
whole dae no one ask mi.
'ehh u nv go for break ar? if hungry fast bite at ur party store room lor'
coz they assume tat i will eat there.
but todae i din lor.
juz ate a few strands of fries nia.
how long can they stay in my stomach?!
den when i finish my last party.
i was clearing up.
samuel came over.
ask mi.
'ehh u still dun wana go for ur break ar? still dun wana eat ar?'
wah i was so shocked lor.
den i told him tat whole dae he is the first and the only one in the store concern abt my stomach.
nicey him.
touched!
=P
i oso din eat there.
ate the bdae cake left my customer.
off i go to meet my dear dear at toa payoh.
had our dinner.
den went home lor.
im freaking tired man.



juz now zhi wei msg mi.
told mi he's sick.
'asma', flu and cough.
jialat sia.
somemore his bdae coming.
25/01.
his 18 bdaes no one celebrated wif him.
even this yr.
his 19th bdae oso no one.
sad man.
if i can i wana celebrate wif him.
but.
he is at malaysia.
ya.
i going back on 27th.
but got no time to go over to his place there leh.
sorry.
promised him to go see him if i haf the chance.
oh ya!
ytd midnight.
ah yong jie jie.
my malaysia cousin called.
saeing tat they all bringing us to sunway lagoon!
yippie!!!
last year brought us there.
this yr again!
nicey them.
tats y i love to go back malaysia!
=)

look at the time i blog now.
0303am.
and im still awke!!!
omg``
coz juz finish my marketing report!
finally!
phew``



im loving my dear dear each dae more!
-DUH-
ytd(fri) he in charge of the open house mah.
den i think got german booth or wat ba.
noe wat he did there?
he made a heart-shape biscuit for mi.
hee!
=P
i ask him wat biscuit was tat.
he told mi.
'ginger biscuit'
GINGER?!?!
omg``
i still eat it lah.
his effort leh.
but hor.
the taste reallie sux.
=x
coz i dun like ginger taste wat.
he ate it oso.
he oso sae the taste sux.
-_-"
lol.



went to work aft sch.
he went to fetch mi aft his work.
omg``
poor us hafta work.



short post for this.
wana ciao to slp liao.
not going band.
=x
will sae abt tat more if i rmb during my next post.
im going to meet my dear dear den go work.
he no work!
argh!
=P
ciaoz``

reached sch ard 0750.
tats quite early.
walked pass canteen saw ai ren, philip and gan jiong.
drank a cup of coffee.
hopefully can stay awake.
but aft a while it made my stomach feel weird weird de.
-_-
den went to elp ard 0810.
SSH not there yet.
but aft a while she came i liao.
gave us paper quiz to do.
ai ren and mi kept on talking and talking.
den tat SSH kept on turn and look at us.
bo bian.
we are near her wat.
coz all the far far com spoil liao.
lousy``
ever since common test spoil till now le leh.
elp end early.
had our tutorial early.
and end early.
and we went for our breakfast-cum-lunch early lor.
my dear join mi and my gers!
hee!
=P
den my gers kept on disturbing mi.
di siao-ing mi.
badie them!
=x
peng you zuo dai jing tian we zhi``
ming tian continue k?
LOL!
=D
aft our meal.
we went to audi.
open house mah.
guess wat?!
leon singing.
lol.
he sang jj's jian jian dan dan.
nicey.
aft tat saw a few performance.
den went to our 2002 lect.
yup.
we are late.
coz we all at audi.
haha.
den dear send mi to the LT wor.
wakaka.
ooo.
den parted when reached lah!
lol.
at the end of lect.
got back our result for 2002.
i was so damn freaking shock lor.
i got a B for tat!
=D
of coz happie lah.
all of us was so shock tat jinlong got a D.
coz of his recent changed attitude.
den when i ask him.
'ehh y u got D ar?'
den he ans.
'i already told u i ALL dunno wat'
sorry lor.
i think my memory not tat bad ba.
he nv told mi lor.
aiya forget it lah.
of coz he lydat sae lah.
he still wan his pride de mah!
still wan face wat!
-_-
den at the end of the dae.
he ask help from mi for exam.
den i told ai ren.
'wah he will still seek help from others de meh'
'tot he beri kiang liao'
haiya!
den i told him i try my best lah.
duh!
im not tat pro afterall.
can i juz tell him dun be SO self-confidence.
den im sure he can get good grade de.
=x
ai ren..
go and tell him kiang tio ho mai key kiang..
=P
argh!
enough of tat guy!
den we went for sem proj de lab.
tat idiotic bitch not there yet.
ALWAYS!
dun care!
went to meet my dear at fj.
lol.
talk talk talk.
den seline called mi sae tat bitch reach liao.
so i went to the lesson lor.
sians.
we left there ard 1700.
den guess wat?
i went to meet dear.
and ai ren went to meet her johan.
lol!
coz they 2 in the same lect grp.
good lor.
can acc each other when waiting for them liao.
=D
den hor.
dear hor.
got distinction for 2002.
omg``
clever boy!
=P
den aft tat ai ren and mi went town.
bought a bag for seline's bdae present.
den we went back to sch.
y?
coz our dears having night class.
wahaha!!!
=p
den he sent mi home.
and im so freaking tired.
but im still awake now.
doing my marketing lah.
sians.
dunno can finsh or not sia.
die.

to wo qing ai de ai ren:

HEY!!! dun be lazy le lah!!! ONLINE!!! ONLINE!!! ONLINE!!! BLOG!!! BLOG!!! BLOG!!! lol =D not i nv tell mi abt tat.. is u nv online and nv read my blog! tats y u got the info slow! cant blame mi! bleahx! =P btw i need proj de cover page`` if dun met mi online den send to my email ba.. rmb go d/l c pro! we haven start tat proj yet! shit!!! =x err.. omg`` i sae so much things to u.. but dunno when will u read it leh haha!

heh heh!
we are together le.
=)

reach sch abt 1100 sharp.
lesson start at 1110.
c pro lect.
den lunch.
den 2002 lab.
den c pro lab.
den dinner.
den 2005 night class.
first time left the sch so late.
lesson end at 2130.
left sch nearly 2345 ba.
coz haven finish the lab.
chim lor.
hai.
lab test die le lah.
so many lab tests coming.
next tue 2002 de lab test.
plz bless mi all the components im using are in GOOD condition.
tat lab de components sux de.
everytime spoil.
heard tat tat idiotic lecturer expect us to noe the component is good or spoil.
-.-
wth``
somemore i dunno how to use tat lab de oscilloscope.
ai ren we go cope the night class lab de oscilloscope lah!!
lol.
=D
den somemore still got 2005 de lab test.
2010 got lat test or not ar?!
OMG!!!
forgot liao!!!
=x



tml going back to sch.
rare to see mi to be in sch on wed sia.
haiya.
got the elective briefing lor.
wana go listen lah.
shld be quite impt leh.
talk abt wat major we gonna do in yr3.
shld be first time im so 'interested' in briefing.
lol.
still rmb first yr ba.
went to the complementary studies de briefing.
i slp there.
wahaha!
sians.
sae until yr3.
fast hor.
reallie blink eye den yr3 liao.
we all like slack slack.
now oso slack till yr3 liao.
den 2007 reallie coming out to the real society and work liao.
wat will life be like being a full-time working adult?
dunno.
and on the other hand.
ai ren and gers ask mi to go uni.
they sae im still young.
coz im the youngest among them mah!
=D
but i scared by tat time i got no interest in studying le leh.
hmm.
but.
if reallie i haf the chance to get into local uni.
y not right?
=P



haiyo!
y i everytime kena suan wan ar?!
kena suan being loud.
kena suan being short.
kena suan when i laugh.
hai.
cant be help le ba.
wat to do.
tats mi leh.
bo bian leh.
i reallie admit it sia.
if im not loud.
not short.
nv laugh.
tats not suet liao leh.
wahaha!!!
LOL!!!
correct?
=P

i wan to haf qi jie mei tuan yuan fan!!!

woke up at 1000.
slacked on my bed till nearly 1100.
forced myself to wake up.
coz my lesson starting at 1300.
reached sch juz on time my the lecturer start her lecture.
was marketing lecture.
step in to lecture room.
went to my seat.
haven even sit down.
beng leong ask mi.
'so hows common test?'
-_-"
den i told him my 2002 and 2010 die liao.
haha.
he sae his maths gone case.
alot of careless mistakes.
good luck to him ba.
lol.
=D
den our marketing lecturer told us.
'u all group AJ din did quite well for ur common test.'
omg!
jialat liao.
hopefully im not one of those ba.
the marketing lecture end quite early.
den went lunch wif di, jinlong and dan.
den went to 2002 de elq.
we all went there reallie did nth lor.
ai ren was looking for topic for her sem proj.
den got our nyp t shirt for this year.
not reallie nice this year.
getting plainer and plainer each year.
tats wat ai ren found out.
ya lor.
den aft tat went to maths lecture.
sae until this maths lecture.
i wana ask who ever kena SUAN by ur lecturer infront of the WHOLE lecture?
no ba right?
but i did!!!
wat the hell!!!
stupid idiot bastard lecturer!!!
i noe im loud.
i noe im short.
but do u need to sae it so MANY times infront of all?!
u sae u are joking.
u sae u got no harm.
but!
i will still be paiseh de leh!
argh!!!
aft tat lecture.
home liao lor.
overslept on bus again.
-_-"
i board the bus at 1800.
too tired den slp ba.
den when i wake up.
i looked.
'looks' like bishan.
i look at the time.
its abt 1900 le.
den i was thinking y so slow de.
hmm.
mayb heavy traffic ba.
den i stare at the road for awhile.
it saes.
'upp aljunied road'
which had already past the stop i suppose to stop!!
-_-"

he asked mi to go do the marketing report together wif him on wed.
den i sae ok or.
coz he had asked mi for dinner alot of times but i rejected him.
so this time bu hao yi shi zai reject lor.
haha.
he sae can finish the report on tat dae.
hopefully ba.
got help from him.
den i no need worry so much le ba.
hee.
ai ren: dun worry i will still help u de k! i wun forget u de. hee =P

one marketing report is partly down.
left wif sem proj and c pro.
haven go and see the 'skeleton' jinlong send mi.
see i can do it or not ba.
den c pro.
siao liao lor!!
JIU MING AH!!!

to my xiu er jie:
no matter wat happen.. juz rmb and dun ever forget!! u will ALWAYS haf us, ur da jie and ur 5 meiS, by ur side no matter wat.. our heart is always together.. even if the sky drop we will still protect u de.. rmb once i told u: 'you fu tong xiang you nan tong dang'.. dun think so much le lah k? dun think y are u in this world.. and oso den ever think of dying k? since u are already in this world. juz live to the fullest =) hmm seriously im reallie not good in my words.. i juz wan u to be happy.. if reallie got no one to turn to.. can always look for mi.. call mi msg mi confirm can!! im available 24-7 de!! LOL =D cheer up!! sm:)e

13jan(fridae):

my maths paper.
my last common test paper.
the paper was alright.
i was juz on time to finish the whole paper.
dun even haf enough time to right down all my ans to compare wif the rest.
compared those i managed to copy down.
heng ba.
got the same ans wif some of them.
so shld be saved ba.
now waiting for results lor.
wish mi the best of luck ba.
=)
den aft the paper.
mi.
ai ren and johan.
went to somerset.
wanted to eat sushi buffet ard there de.
SWAY`
no more sushi buffet there le.
den decided to go hmv to eat sakae buffet.
DOUBLE SWAY``
the buffet onli start at 3pm.
at tat point of time is onli abt 11am nia.
we dun wana wait.
den changed our mind.
decided to go taka de seoul garden and eat.
TRIPLE SWAY```
the seoul garden there closed for renovation.
WAT THE HELL MAN!!!
wana eat one good meal oso cannot!!!
DEN.
we DECIDE AGAIN.
to go parkway de sakura and eat.
FINALLY.
we FOUND somewhere to haf our good meal.
its nice ok.
reallie wide variety of food.
can go and haf a try.
its worth it.
provided u can eat alot lah.
lol.
went to meet shinyi aft my sakura meal.
coz the dae b4 she msg mi sae i nv look for her.
nv msg her.
sae i bo xim.
wth.
idiot?
bo liao?
hai.
wat to do?
my friend wat.
LOL!!!
=D
wah.
if ever she read this.
i think she will kill mi man.
but.
no harm lah k.
=P
so i went to meet her at suntec.
coz she at her workplace there dunno doing wat.
shop.
shop.
shop ard.
den.
talk.
talk.
talk awhile.
she treat mi one drink.
den i go off liao.
ard 4+ ba.
took bus back.
slp on bus.
overslept.
wth!
when i wake up.
its ard boon keng there.
lucky i noe how to go home from there.
den i realise tat dae was.
fridae the 13th!!!
no wonder im so damn freaking SWAY!!!
reached home 5+ ba.
online awhile till 6+.
den went to bed.
slp liao.
till the next morning 0630.
i slept for 12hrs.
pro ba.
wahaha!!
cannot blame lah.
whole week common test week.
everydae slp not even for 4hrs.
hais.

14jan(saturdae):

woke up at 0630.
y?
band lor.
hais.
im so damn freaking lazy to go lor.
ard 0745 den im out of my hse ba.
supose to start at 0800 lah.
reached ard 9+.
met soefian in the bus.
reached liao.
not even 5 ppl there ba.
if i noe.
i wun go so early.
=x
later ppl slowly come lor.
hmm.
actually i was quite sad ba.
hmm.
den i realise.
interest cant fulfill dreams without TALENT``
hmm den i left band and went to work at 1700.
by right i suppose to punch out at 0100.
den faridah asked to extend till 0300.
wah.
ok lor.
tired lor.
hai.
reached home at 0430.
by the time i bath and ready to slp.
its already abt 0500.
abt to sunrise liao.
-_-"

14jan(sundae):

woke up at 1000.
work again.
working at 1230.
reached store ard 1200.
den lijie asked mi.
'suetlin ytd night u nv clear party store room ar?'
WAH!
FUCK!
KNN!
CB!!!
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO ASK MI TO CLEAR THE PARTY STORE ROOM?!?!?!
i juz walked away.
wah ni na bei!!!
den i think she went to tell ivy and louise ba.
den they came and asked mi!!!
KNNBCCB!!!
HELLO!!!
IM NOT EMPLOYED TO CLEAR THE STORE ROOM DE OKEY!!!
IM NOT UR MAID!!!
U CAN JOLLY WELL HELP MI TOUCH UP THE STORE ROOM.
AT LEAST HELP MI CLEAR ABIT OF THE TRUSH THERE.
TIDY UP THE WHOLE ROOM.
DEN LEAVE!!!
JUZ LEAVE TAT WHOLE BLOODY FUCK UP ROOM FOR MI TO CLEAR?!?!
IM ALREADY FREAKING TIRED FROM BAND COME TO WORK LIAO.
STILL ASK TO MI CLEAR TAT WHOLE ROOM?!?!
WAN MI TO DIE AR?!?!
den ivy sae will feedback to serene and tell her dunno wat lah.
i noe.
at the end of the story still need the last star to clear everything and lock up the room de.
and im always the one who work the latest.
i dun mind clearing.
but.
like wat i had sae.
at least help mi touch up abit of the trush.
throw those can be thrown de.
tidy up the room.
den at least when i end my party liao.
i no need clear like one siao cha bo wat.
dee and happily sit in the lobby talking to ivan.
lijie can happily sit in the lobby listen to her mp3.
cant they juz spent a little of those time to clear up abit?!
argh!!!
angry lah!!!
so todae(sun) aft my last party.
i spent ard 1hr to clear the whole fuck up room.
christmas deco oso got no one wana keep it.
juz throw it anyhow.
waiting for next yr and put it up again ah!!!
aft i cleared the whole room.
looks neater.
much better.
but.
WHO THE HELL WILL APPRECIATE IT?!
i can tell u.
NO ONE!!
hais.
sad lah.
now.
my store reallie sux.
management team sux.
the managers in the management team now.
dun haf the togetherness in doing things.
how can things be done without togetherness?
the star team oso sux.
mi.
dee and lijie.
all doing our own things in our own ways.
dun care abt others.
hais.
u think i wana see this to happen meh.
at least last time got yu wei to clear everything wif mi.
now?
i do it alone lor.
hais.
the crews?
attitude problem here and there.
youngsters nowadaes.
hais.
if ever now i wana leave.
wana resign.
oso cannot lor.
not i dun wan.
audrey wun ever let mi off de.
coz lijie resigning.
due to o level this yr.
big deal ar?!
i oso work during my o level yr.
onli stop work aft june ba.
ai ya dun care her lah.
the earlier she go.
the lesser conflict will haf mif her.
=x
den dee engaging.
heard tat cant work during weekends.
DEN WHO THE HELL WILL CONDUCT WEEKENDS PARTIES?!
dun ever they let mi die alone there.
see.
how u expect mi to resign?
this kind of thing no need to ask oso will noe the ans liao.
might as well dun ask.
almost all friends ard mi ask mi y dun i change job.
not i dun wan.
is i cannot.
hais.
dunno since when im so committed there sia.
made mi leading a stressful life now.
shld be since im promoted to star 1yr+ ago ba.
more responsibilities.
hais.

sometimes things juz simply SUX!!
and FUCK UP too!!
argh!!
hais.
reallie cant expect everything to happen in the way i wanted to.
>_<"


my 2002 paper.
okok lor.
reallie till the last min.
wana check ans wif my ai ren den time up.
...
rmb the wrong thing and did wrong AGAIN!!!
same as 2010!!!
idiot lor!
forget it.



later 0830.
my maths paper.
yupp.
the last one liao.
wah.
i sound like last paper of my sememter sia.
lol.



hmm.
now den i realise.
actually they din notice tat he had changed.
or im juz too observant?

im back from my marketing paper.
hell lor!
i spent my whole bloody dae studying.
and this morning reached sch 10+ to study.
ended up guess wat?
i finish the paper within 15mins!
waste my time.
studied all those theories.
ended up din ask to elaborate.
idiot sia.
fine.
nvm.
its over liao.
den he insisted to send mi home.
err.
ok lor.
haha.
=D



tml 2002!!
omg.
later reallie hafta piang the past yr paper.
if not siao.
haha.
tml paper 1630 to 1800.
den fri the maths paper 0830 to 1000.
stupid time table right!
second time liao lor.
bth.
den ai ren ask wana ton aft 2002 paper to study maths.
ton at mac?
lol.
dunno lah.
hmm.
aft fri paper.
we all are free from common test liao!
ai ren and mi wana go eat sushi!!!
but seline wana go kbox``
di dunno wana go or not.
-_-"
sian de lah.
so dunno go where still.
hais.
i think aft we enjoyed on fri.
we all hafta PIANG for all of our assignment/project/report.
got c prog de mini project.
semestral project.
and ai ren and mi still got marketing de assignment/report.
sians.
omg.
we all are reallie last min man.
wat to do.
tats our style of doing project.
=x

hi to all``
got sth to annouce.
i reallie hugged my marketing notes from the time of my last post to the time of current post.
of coz i did had my dinner all those lah!
guess wat i did?
i went to write notes for all the 5 chapters tat are going to be tested.
wah!
reallie rare to see mi so hardworking liao lor.
i think ever since i enter poly.
i veri seldom write notes le.
coz bo bian leh.
marketing is all theory de.
hais.
sians lor.
hmm.
actually if i force myself to memorise those theories.
i think i can do it de.
juz tat im simply lazy to memorise nia.
=P
juz now while i was writing marketing de notes.
suddenly i think izzit a blessing for mi to fail eng?
made mi cant get into any of the business course which i hope so much to get into it at tat time.
coz now den i realise tat business seems like got alot of theories.
juz look at my last sem de accounting and this sem de marketing.
wah``
reallie made mi headache lor.
izzit reallie a blessing for mi to fail eng?
and had mi getting into engineering?
which involve lotsa maths and physics.
at the same time i love maths lots!
am i studying a course tat i like?
actually..
i reallie dunno.
i still dunno wat am i going to do wif my diploma aft i graduate.
mayb others now already haf a rough idea wat they going to do liao.
got their own ambition le.
but mi?
got none.

hmm.
i think i shld gif him.
gif mi.
gif each other a chance ba.
instead of mi keep avoiding.
hais.
baddie mi``
=(

marketing is the process of planning and excecuting the conception, pricing, promotion and distribution of ideas, goods and services to create exchanges that satisfy individual and organizational goods.. -memorised
LOL!!!
=D

hais.
omg!
i had been rotting for the whole morning!
haven even open my marketing book yet!
and the paper is TML!!!
siao liao.
die liao.
later u will be seeing mi hugging onto my marketing book for the rest of my dae liao.



i starting to dun like 1 type of ppl.
buay on de ppl.
reallie lor.
sian de leh those ppl.
like ytd we all went sch earlier to study.
den during lunch time.
dunno y ai ren suddenly suggested to call for pizza hut delivery.
coz super monday.
got free drumlets.
i sae ok lah.
den ask seline diana and her friend.
the 3 of them.
like..
ai mai ai mai[hokkien] lydat.
keep asking them.
like no response de.
den they check wallet lah.
this lah.
tat lah.
ask them.
'anything lor..'
-_-"
i mean.
if got budget juz sae lah.
no need to be lydat de.
mi ai ren and johan sian diao.
den we 3 sae.
'aiya go fj buy lah'
den they still hao yi shi sae.
'eh tot wana order pizza?'
wth!



hmm.
actually he oso asked mi for lunch ytd.
but i told him i buying back to tutorial room to eat wif my friends.
sorry..
actually i was like quite mao dun de.
err.
but nvm lah!
haha.
afterall.
i think i had a intersting lunch advanture ytd.
juz a lunch and like a couple of stuffs happened.
=D



hmm.
as for ytd de paper.
im sort of dead too.
din reallie do any of the theory qns.
but when we all are in the lt liao.
seen the qns.
shit!
turned and asked my ai ren.
'first page last qns!!'
wah``
lucky she told mi.
if not tat few marks fly liao.
thanx ah.
=D
got another theory asked wat is the 4 diff between AM and FM.
-_-"
diao``
i rmb 3 nia.
haha.
better den nth lah.
actually i din study tat de.
but last min juz scan thru it nia.
seriously.
i din study ALL the theory.
i juz simply hate theory.
lalala``
=p
and ya!
i rmb one of the formula wrongly!
and tat whole part de qns WRONG!!
tat was like 15/30 marks?!
omg``
and i went to calculate how much i can get.
shld be juz pass nia.
so i juz expect i get D for tis lor.



den aft the paper.
took train.
went town.
to meet mjc s101 de gers!
wah.
it was like aft 2 yrs den get to see them.
actually onli 5 of us lah.
haha.
mi.
june.
miko.
ya ting.
shirley.
siew luang was the one who asked miko to organise a gathering and she herself was not free to attend.
-_-"
haha.
sad lor.
din get to see her.
2 yrs din see her liao.
omg``
hmm.
ya.
we all meet liao.
went mache.
yup.
nice.
yummy!
we all ate till damn full lor.
haha.
den aft our dinner.
we all went neoprints.
ya!
we pretty 5 ladies!
wahaha!
=D
the 3 of them spend some deco-ing.
while mi and june went walk walk ard and saw xin ying there.
haha.
the neoprints finally done.
den off we go.
while walking to bus stop and train station.
they were talking bad abt ms chia.
our maths teacher tat time!
lol.
and hor.
aft 2 yrs.
den i realise.
alot of the gers drop out at tat time.
im the first to drop out aft 2mths+ ba.
actually aft mi got alot drop out too.
but i dunno!
until ytd!
LOL!
aft mi.
june.
ya ting.
shirley.
siew luang.
all drop out too!
left wif poor miko.
wif the other grp of gers.
pei jie.
cindy.
kelly.
they all.
haha.
ya.
we this grp was not tat close wif the grp of gers.
still rmb pei jie was the treasurer.
den she complain to ms chia tat we all dun wana pay her for dunno wat stuffs liao.
omg.
now i think back oso can laugh man!
=D
tat was part of my mjc life man.
oh ya.
left wif poor miko.
den she told us tat seng tuck ask her to join the guys for lunch since she was like left alone.
aft we all gone.
=P
yup.
den parted wif them le.
i took bus.
and the rest of them taking train.
glad and happy tat get to see them aft 2 yrs.
hope tat there will be such a gathering regularly.
ya.
i simply LOVE gatherings!
esp gather wif those friends tat long time din meet.
and of coz wif my dearest friends too.
but.
i dun like to organise it.
=x
im waiting for a primary sch gathering!
dunno who will organise it leh.
the previous one was organised by candice.
im waiting for ppl to ask mi to attend it!
LOL!
hmm.
oh ya.
this reminds mi of sth.
i think we suppose to have a sec1 gathering during last dec.
but im like having a busy dec.
opps!
sorrie!
=x



ytd night yu wei called mi.
guess wats her motive of calling mi?
'ehh bus 197 got go kallang mrt?'
den i ans her.
'u think i singapore directory ah?!'
LOL!
im not sure got or not lah.
ask her ask the bus driver.
she dun dare.
-_-"
tat ger ah.
forever de lah.
bth``
at parkway board bus den call and ask mi.
b4 tat din call.
siao hor.
if not ask her go paya lebar mrt nearer.
freaking blur.
no wonder sam call her bimbo.
=P



ytd during my bus journey back home.
he msged mi.
he asked mi out to study wif him todae.
wif all my excuses and everything.
i turned him down.
omg.
sorrie!
den im like keep on asking him.
y?
y?
y?
den he told mi tat.
he like mi?
err..
i din reply his msg liao.
actually i expected tat to happen liao ba.
aft tat 2 daes.
but now.
i reallie dunno wat i wan.
ya.
i reallie hope to haf someone to love and care for mi.
TRUELY.
but now.
im like enjoying the life of being single.
hai.
wth i wan man.
i dunno lah!
i scared tat i will show attitude aft some time.
tat wat i did in the past.
ya.
i all the while noe my attitude sux aft tat time.
i reallie hope tat i reallie can control lor.
but..
hais.
let natrual takes its course ba.
and oso let mi peacefully finish my common tests first.
den i decide for anything ba.



off i go to hug my markeing notes...

im kinda sad.
i dropped the pen josias gave it to mi b4 he left in the bus.
bus num 13.
bus plate num 311.
=x
i noe who took it.
bloody hell din return to mi.
i onli noe when tat person gonna alight.
walked past mi and i heard tat pen clicking sound.
its my pen!
i regconise tat sound!
fuck!
knn!
bloody hell!
im cursing the one who took it it.
used it and ur hands ROT ah!!!
ARGH!!!
ya.
u may think its juz a pen.
WAT THE BIG DEAL?!
its not tat expensive pen afterall.
the whole matter.
im not angry abt the price.
im angry and sad abt i lose a gift from someone.
its abt something tat will made mi remind of tat person.
sort of memory ba.
hais.
i felt sorry.
guilty?
im sorry josias.
i noe most of the times i go against u.
shouted at u.
im reallie sorry!
but i reallie do appreciate the pen.
i love tat pen.
but now its gone.
hais.



another thing.
todae is the start of my common test week.
hmm.
reallie had been slacking from the start of my semester.
reallie hope everything can goes on smoothly for mi ba.
if she can dun come sch regularly yet she pass all her semester.
y cant i?



hmm.
going to sch earlier in the morning to do last minute mugging b4 my 2010 paper.
which is 1630 to 1800.
den aft paper going dinner at mache!
wah.
lol.
tat is a mjc s101 gathering wor.
freaking LONG time din meet them le lor.
yupp!
missing them!
missing those daes?
err...
well...
-no comments-
LOL!!!
=D



hmm.
im like getting so close to him these 2 daes.
was having gastric on sat during work.
den on sun he bought medicine and a garlic bread for mi b4 i go to work.
mayb he tot tat i wun eat b4 work.
indeed i din eat anything b4 work.
sent mi to work.
waited for mi there.
the whole dae.
he was studying there lah.
i onli get to go off at 1930.
aft 2 parties of mine.
and aft a mini meeting wif dee and sam.
ya.
coz sth happened.
gonna haf a meeting wif audrey soon b4 cny.
-_-"
hmm.
ya.
went off wif him and went to had our dinner.
well.
tat was my breakfast-cum-lunch-dinner ba.
=x
den aft tat he sent mi home.
sm:)e

read yun's and june's blog.
both stated their new year resolutions.
den i was thinking.
where are mine?
and wat are mine?
well.
maybe the year 2006 is quite a meaningless beginning for mi ba.
so i juz treat it as a normal another dae for mi.
wat new year resolutions?
forget man!!!
todae dunno wat will happen tml.
happy happy haf my todae.
den happy happy start my tml can liao.
tats mi now ba.
dun wana think so much liao.
hmm.
i think i muz change and to trust ppl ba.
instead of suspecting ppl.
think this way.
suspect this way.
think tat way.
suspect tat way.
den ended up i think i realised tat.
wat i suspected and tot is all rubbish ba.
hai``

im waiting``
sakit hati``

omg!
its 2006 le!
...
so wat?!
wats the big deal abt tat man?!
din celebrate it.
at least i did a mini countdown at my work place.
haha.
i spent my 'new year' at my work place lor.
im the one who did the countdown for my store.
3mins!
2mins!
1min!
yeah!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
den im the crazy one go ard my store wishing all the crews.
samuel and joey oso cannot tahan mi.
ya.
sot liao mi.
wahaha.
den we all oso went outside my store to see the fireworks.
its from esplanade de.
looks free hor mi?
actually im not!
i work from 31dec2005 1700 to 1jan2006 0730.
abt 15hrs sia!
dunno where the hell those ppl come from de.
so late liao dun wana slp.
all come mac to eat.
haha.
ya.
i ton at mac again!
keep ton-ing there recently sia.
haha.
den joey cant close her cash sheet during midnight mah.
so damn bloody busy.
den at 0530 she die die hafta go start closing.
throw mi 1 person at counter.
mi damn tired at tat time liao.
i took my own sweet time to serve sia.
wahaha.
den tat samuel told mi tat he slept in the mgr room for 15mins.
wth?!
i din rest he went to slp!!
-_-"
haha.
den at 0600 opening auntie come liao.
den i told the auntie.
'auntie faster come take over my counter i beri tired liao.'
lol.
den she took over mi.
i went in the mgr room to rest lor.
im hungry at tat time but oso got no energy to eat liao.
tat joey blur like dunno wat.
den samuel help her close her cash.
wif his help.
finally the cash is closed at ard 8+ ba.
den we went home.
den mi and joey took cab back.
samuel is too shag to send us back le lah.
somemore joey live so far.
haha.
i reached home ard 9.
bathed.
went to slp.
den woke up.
1430 liao.
fast lor.
den im working at 1700.
sian.
den went to work.
conducted a party.
it sux.
simply sux ok.
nvm.
night mgr is again samuel and joey.
its the 3 of us again.
haha.
we 3 pray damn hard tat it wont be like the dar b4 again.
haha.
ya.
reallie no.
punch out at 3am.
got transport.
den joey ask.
'u wana take transport or sam u sending her home?'
den i ans.
'i wana take sam's car!'
wahaha!
den he look at mi like one kind.
la la la.
=p
im tat thick-skin de.
lol.
got car of coz take car lah.
=D
den on the way we talked abt dee.
she going to ROM on 18feb.
hmm.
all we can sae is.
its too fast and early.
she noe ivan not even half a yr.
den go ROM liao.
not did sth wrong or wat.
like wat sam sae.
she is too idealistic.
tats her first relationship.
she wans it to be perfect.
hmm.
ya.
its her decision.
reallie hope tat she wun regret can le lor.
bless her.
=)
ok.
den i reached home ard 0345 ba.
bathed le.
slp.
the next dae working at 1330.
conducted a party.
it sux too.
not my fault?
partly mine?
watever!
punched out at 2200.
left at 2230.
tml sch.
sian.
wed c pro paper.
die liao lor.
haven study yet.
den the next week common test.
hafta piang midnight oil liao.
sometimes reallie envy those ppl who no need to work during studying.
hai!
its my life!
wat to do!!!